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Sunday, October 26, 2008

4th Post- Warming up…change…philosophical…non sense…different…

I was just reading my earlier posts, so that I refresh my brain to regain my flow of writing because it’s been more than a month since my last post. While reading I got a thought of “did I really write this?” I feel as if I am changed person now. You may find it funny but really I have changed a lot since the last month, not because I have gone through something drastic but just the normal movement of life has changed me, if u want proof then, you will realize yourself from my style of writing in this post and the earlier posts.

The reason for this could be that at this age (teenage), you are getting moulded and so you keep changing forms until you are satisfied with one and then stick to that for the rest of your life. I am not trying to make a point here; everything does not have to have one.
But I just made this observation while I was thinking of a topic to write on and found it very intriguing.

Why? Why have I changed ?or have I gone to the next level and matured as a person because honestly speaking I found that my earlier posts were too childish and dumb…lol and I don’t know how anybody could even read them forget liking ..Maybe that’s human nature that when you are in the present the past seems odd and you feel you were such a kid.

According to me the changes in me could have many reasons, the probable’s are-
-I was tensed (a week before my exams, as usual)
-Studied (I don’t always do that)
-I was not satisfied with my exams
-I have not played football since long now,
-Nothing went according to plan
-I chilled for a week (wasted time, literally, but you need that sometimes)
-Read a Sydney Sheldon book, damn, he writes super which made me realize what crap -I write causing a change in my form of writing
-Many more I don’t even remember now
Whatever are the reasons, if the change is for the better, I don’t mind it, no one would.
Maybe this is how you mature as a writer too, from very bad to bad to bearable to Ok to …good

This was a different kind of post(and a self obsessed one) but it was needed or else everything would sound the same old...Change is needed ;) if you did not like it then maybe you can’t deal with change..Haha... (Solution- read “who moved my cheese?”)

Another thing,
Everyone feels I need to get more sense into what I write
But I say
That’s the point of my writing
Everyone writes sense everywhere
But how will you realize that it is sense unless you read some non sense,
There has to be a balance
So I want to be different and write weightless non sense with some food for thought
Because sense is very common nowadays
Non sense is the uncommon one :P

Till next time, ciao.

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